A feeling comes over you every now and then.

It cannot be explained and you don't know from where it originates, but you get the feeling that

you are the only one that has this feeling.

You have the feeling that everything should run smoothly in your life.

There should be no hiccups along the way. At least this is how you plan it.

But given what the past has offered you, you expect the worst of everything, as much as you try

to convince yourself that everything is not as bad as it seems.

Life is a complicated journey that only is figured out at the end of the journey.

Some people do not find it out at all as they find the journey too hard, and too much to handle.

Sometimes you over annalyse it all and go into a self induced depression.

So who has the answers to all the questions.

Is that the ultimate in questions.......Questioning the Questioner.

We are suppose to figure the trials and tribulations out as we travel along and figure out the

meanings of the symbols that are layed out for us to identify.

Somewhere along the line there comes a time when you say that enough is enough.

No longer will you tollerate the path that you are on and you will now follow a new path.

Yet the momories of your past still haunt you and play with the present.

You think you can avaoid them but you encounter something as you travel on your new path - a

smell, a warm breeze, a spoken word - that reminds you yet again, and brings into your

conciousness what you thought you were able to avoid by changing your direction.

The truth is that your path is not just a single road you travel, but a conglomerate of choices

made, whether they are guided, mis-informed, emotional, or just plain stupid.

The only thing one can do is try the best they can with the information at hand.

Research is futile and useless as no one has the answers and we all have differing opinions.

As much as we say that the journey of life is never travelled alone, as you have family and

friends, reality is that you are alone to make the decisions that guide your life and only you can

make them.

You are the sole bearer of responsibility for your begining, body and conclusion.

It is only you who determines the path you are to travel and what messages you deam fit to

interpret along the way.