A feeling comes over you every now and then.

It cannot be explained and you don't know from where it originates, but you get the feeling that

you are the only one that has this feeling.

You have the feeling that everything should run smoothly in your life.

There should be no hiccups along the way. At least this is how you plan it.

But given what the past has offered you, you expect the worst of everything, as much as you try

to convince yourself that everything is not as bad as it seems.

Life is a complicated journey that only is figured out at the end of the journey.

Some people do not find it out at all as they find the journey too hard, and too much to handle.

Sometimes you over annalyse it all and go into a self induced depression.

So who has the answers to all the questions.

Is that the ultimate in questions.......Questioning the Questioner.

We are suppose to figure the trials and tribulations out as we travel along and figure out the

meanings of the symbols that are layed out for us to identify.

Somewhere along the line there comes a time when you say that enough is enough.

No longer will you tollerate the path that you are on and you will now follow a new path.

Yet the momories of your past still haunt you and play with the present.

You think you can avaoid them but you encounter something as you travel on your new path - a

smell, a warm breeze, a spoken word - that reminds you yet again, and brings into your

conciousness what you thought you were able to avoid by changing your direction.

The truth is that your path is not just a single road you travel, but a conglomerate of choices

made, whether they are guided, mis-informed, emotional, or just plain stupid.

The only thing one can do is try the best they can with the information at hand.

Research is futile and useless as no one has the answers and we all have differing opinions.

As much as we say that the journey of life is never travelled alone, as you have family and

friends, reality is that you are alone to make the decisions that guide your life and only you can

make them.

You are the sole bearer of responsibility for your begining, body and conclusion.

It is only you who determines the path you are to travel and what messages you deam fit to

interpret along the way.

I moved all my art materials downstairs today into the garage. I needed to free some space up and downstairs was the perfect place to put everything, now that there is a new lock on the door!! Thanks Dad!!
It has changed the house a lot more than I thought that it would. In the space that I had all the art materials I have now placed the industrial machine and the other sewing machines. There is a lot more space now in the office because this is where I moved the sewing machines from. Tarnya and I then re-arranged the office so the the computer deask is facing the wall where all the sockets are and there is less tension on the cords.

It was a productive day which is good but I would have liked to be able to go for a swim, but ran out of time.
I really want to start doing some serious exercise and get fit...
I took the dog for a long walk to Ashgove to drop off the dvds instead which was better than nothing and got me out of the house to see something different!!
I strated to ge a bit of a cold as Alex had one and I think I got it from him.....I bought all this stuff to help stop it in it's tracks and it looks like it is doing the right thing which is good. I think that the multivitamins that I have started to take effect and help me combat any ill feelings which is good. I think that I will staill have to go to the naturopath though and get them to check anything that may be low...Like Iron!!!

Well it is State of Origin later tonight and everyone- but me- will be watching to football...I think I will finish my letter to Melanie!!! She is moving back to France. Yay!!

That's all for now!!!

Here we are at the Whitsundays....I did not realise that they were so large these islands....now I do!! 

Another beautiful photo of Chance Bay...would have to be my most favourite spot ....apart from the snorkelling at Mantaray Bay!! 

This is one big fish people!!! Maurie Wrass....we got to hand feed the sucker!! And suck he could!!! Rip the fish right out of your hand!!! 

The Boat that we sailed on called Tranquility...Comfortable and roomy!!! Ahhh....Tranquility...How I miss you so!!! 

Alex and I.....I think the photo explains it all!!! 

this is a very nice tree that was right on the waterfront...well...beachfront 

isn't this place just the loveliest place you have seen!!! 

Holidays

Well....
Here I am just back from holidays!!!
I will post a few photos so you can all see what happened when I was away!!!
I will write more soon!!!
Ciao