here is a painting that i did last year..I am using this in my portfolio.....what is it??? 

Here we are again!! What the hell is going on???

Well here we are again...I think that I am getting addicted.......You think!!!

I don't know if it is just me or if it is happening everywhere, but there seems to be a bit of upset in the universe at the moment. People who have been in long term relationships have experienced major changes and strange things keep happening to me......Like people from my past trying to claw their way back into my life and into my heart!!
Don't they realise that I have woken up to their deceptive ways. The past is too close still for me to forget...Not that I think I ever will. That would mean that I would be losing a connection which is essential in self development. After all...Is it not your past that makes you . That is how you learn...Anyway..
So back to this universal confusion. Maybe confusion is the wrong word to use.......Imbalance...Yeah that's it.
Maybe it is just that time where we all need to undergo some form of change and it is just happening simultaneously?
I don't know..But it is comforting to know that these people who are experiencing these upsets or changes feel content enough to confide in me..I just wish that there was more that I could do for them.....
Sometimes listening is enough I suppose....
I just want them to all know that I am here is one capacity or another for them and will always try to help in anyway that I can....
I have tried to upload a photo for you all...It will show up on it's side as I did not edit it yet....But you will just have to turn your heads!!!
Catch you all soon ...

The drive to work this morning was nice. The sun was already up, peeping through a foggy mist that hung like a chiffon curtain. It reminded me so much of Qingdao. The mist there though was sometimes so thick that you could not see 30 meters in front of you, which always made for an interesting experience getting to work on the school bus. Especially the way they drive!!!
I really miss that place though. Not for the turbulent working life, but for the people that made it all that it was. All the fun times that we had despite all the cultural differences and the differences in ages and traditions. It is an amazing thing to adapt to a given situation. To rise to the challenge and accept the consequences of your actions without having anyone else there to guide you. Especially when you don't know where everyone else is coming from in their mind set!
They were fun times!!!

I can't wait to do it all again........Well.......I'm going to kind of have to aren't I.....

WHHHHHAAAATTTTTTSSSSUUUUPPPPP

Well Here I am again!!!

Trying to see if this is working but I will have to have a look tomorrow at work I think to see if it just aint me...
I tried to call Jason tonight but I have a restriction on my phone...so if you read this Jay, I tried buddy and I will try again when the restriction is not on....It may be next Sunday though!!!

I took some photo's for my portfolio today and they turned out really well....I did this painting of an owl that I gave to a friend. I went to her place and we had a few wines and some cups of coffee.....and the rest, then I took some photos and it was a really good afternoon.

It was good to relax in good company, listen to elton john and just relax....

I had my exam to get into uni....It was a lot easier than I thought that it would be....I was a bit stressed over the whole thing and well...I think that I did rather well. Not bad for a person that hasn't had an exam to do for eight years.

I paced myself and it all worked out well...so not as bad as I thought it would be.....

Well that's all I have for the moment...to those of you who have read this ...hope it was good for you!!!
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I CAN SEE IT NOW!!!!!

Here we are again!!!

Okay! Okay!

I know that I have tried this so many times before but this time it looks so much easier than the last times I have tried......The time that Jason showed me what to do in China was too much for a white woman in a black country, and basically I did not get it!!!! Are you really that suprised though!!

So here I am trying again to make one of these sites work for me, and yes, for you too.

Not sure who will be reading this but I will forward you all the details and I should be able to tell who the hell has been on to see what I have been up to. So here goes nothin'.

Lately, I have been getting prepared for study next year. That is, I have been in the application process where I have been stessing - just a little. Man, if this is what it is like now I so cannot wait until next year!!! NOT!!!!
I have been writing papers for the universities that I have applied to study at and also getting prepared, my portfolio for the interview process. I am trying to show them that I have the artistic or autistic skills to do this and that I am the right person for them. I have to show variety in my portfolio that best demonstrates artistic talent and skill.
Anywho......I have a three hour exam tomorrow that is multiple choice and I cannot study for it!!! All I can do is have a look at the examples that they have sent me and take it as it comes..
It has been eight years since I have had to do any type of exam!!! Well that is a lie, but this is the most major one!!!!

So I think that I will leave it there and let you all know how it goes when i have recovered from all the stress......Vodka tomorrow afternoon should help with that!!!!

Until then...

Cheers Queers!!!

Are we there yet???

Well I have tried it and I cannot see it but I hope that it is working!!!
If not then you can all let me know....as I am sure you all will....
Well until next time...
ciao